2008 has been one of the roughest year yet. It started off amazing. I was in a relationship that was holding strong for 2 and a half years and it seemed like nothing was going to break us apart. And then in May it hit me like a ton of bricks, our breakup came out of no where and i couldnt believe we were throwing it all away. After our breakup we were off and on, it seemed like he was coming back to me just for comfort and then everything finally exploded. We are now offically done. We dont talk, see eachother or anything. And i can say its for the best. My life has only started to go up since then. I tried out for Kent States Colorguard and made it, and it has been the best 5 mo. of my life. I have made friendships that will last a life time, and had the best time of my life. I moved to the Kent Campus, and i LOVE it. Its my first time on a really big campus and its definatly what i needed and wanted. Im hoping to actually get an apartment next year and live in Kent. I changed my major to Health Care Administration, and i graduate in 60 credit hours.... so about 2 years. For the first time.. i finally can see all my goals in reach, and im believing in myself 100%. I have lost a lot of friendships along the way... but if they walk out of your life so easily... then that means they werent the best friends to begin with. And once those friends walked out i made 2 more friends to that one. Im still looking for that special someone... i hope they come along soon, but its hard for me to give my heart out.
Im working on my social skills, more and more everyday. I have ruined alot of relationships even in my own family in the past few years and im trying to rekindle that. But i can tell you i have never been so happy in my life. Things are finally starting to fall into place.. and i can finally see a light at the end of the tunnel
